Just Waiting

Don’t you hate waiting?

I think waiting is one of the hardest things about life.

 Maybe it is because most things we have to “wait” for are things we have no control over.   Hmmmm, that may be the real reason waiting is so difficult.

Dear hubby, the kids, and I are in extreme “WAIT” mode right now.   We are uncertain, confused, and a little afraid right now.  We are waiting on God, and we are waiting on other people,  and their decisions will greatly set a course for the next phase of our lives.

Promised dates to have answers have come and gone on more than one occasion.  My insides are about to burst!   Some days I think it would be easier to head out to California, or Chicago, or Las Vegas, or Atlanta, or downtown Nashville, ON FOOT than to be at home waiting on a phone call or email from the powers that be.

Last night I painted to try and keep busy.  This is what I got.   It’s called “Waiting”.  The colors are extreme and my heart is barely visible down there at the bottom, a little blurred and pulled into the colors of paint.  And that is just how I feel right now!!

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